so much has happened in this past year, family and personal matters that I won't go into. just normal life. ups and downs. trying to put on a jolly face while I'm in constant pain. I'm still some what in denial that I am physically disabled and I'm not able to truly enjoy things I once did. hunting, hiking, jogging, even long walks are out of the question for now. I hope and wait for the right drug or right treatment to get rid of the pain.